Entries tagged with genre: angst

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Euphoria, Chapter 03: Goodbye Apathy

Title: Euphoria

Rating: R

Summary: When with his veins flooded with heroin and suppressing his magic and even when he rides on the chemical bliss, Merlin's magic still sings for Arthur. And Arthur has answered the call.

Pairing: Arthur/Merlin

Warnings: prostitution, drug abuse

Episode warnings: None

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Notes: I'd like to say I'm going to be updating faster from now on, but I've got two AP tests and the SAT-I's to study for, along with raising my grades. Because apparently, scoring in the 95th percentile with a selection index of 196 on the PSAT isn't good enough for my parents. *eyeroll*

Song: "Goodbye Apathy" by OneRepublic ~ listen here (YouTube link, just a fancy graphic with the song)

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( Goodbye Apathy )

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The Final Goodbye

Title: The Final Goodbye

Rating: PG

Summary: A Kink Me Merlin prompt: Arthur finds a goodbye letter from Merlin when he planned to run away with Freya.

Pairing: Arthur/Merlin, Freya/Merlin

Warnings: Nothing in particular, just slightly angsty

Spoilers: 209

Beta: None

Notes: The full prompt from

kinkme_merlin, Meme #7: Freya/Merlin, Arthur/Merlin. Arthur finds a goodbye letter from Merlin when he planned to run away with Freya. He feels hurt, betrayed, confused. Either he keeps it to himself or he confronts Merlin about it. Smut as a resolution is always welcome, but I like angst too.

( The Final Goodbye )

Holy fuckaroni, this is my 20th fic in this fandom! And I've only been here 6 months! @_@ This fandom is EATING MY BRAIN!

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Virtue - 2/3

Title: Held By A Kiss

Rating: PG-13

Summary: Companion piece to my fic Rapture - Arthur's POV of the events. Arthur gets flogged for his kindness.

Pairing: Arthur/Merlin

Warnings: torture

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Notes: What, you thought it was over? Shame, my friends, shame. ^_^ This part corresponds with Part 2: Scarlet Pride.

( Part 1 - Deliver Us From Evil )

( Part 2 - Held By A Kiss )

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Second Star To The Right, Straight On 'Til Morning

Title: Second Star To The Right, Straight On 'Til Morning

Rating: PG-13

Summary: Modern!AU. Having little time left to live once the cancer wins, and in too much pain to do so, Merlin decides to end his life to get away from the pain. Arthur holds him in his last moments of life.

Pairing: Arthur/Merlin

Warnings: tear-jerker, euthanasia

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Notes: Not much porn, but still from kinkme_merlin: Arthur/Merlin, Merlin has Cancer and only a small amount of time to live. In pain, he decides to end his life with an overdose of morphine. (You can get doctors to do thisin the UK, if the intention is to "free from pain" rather than "end life") With Arthur there the whole time, of course.

Also, a brief note on the terminology: euthanasia literally means ‘good death’, or the act of ending a life to end the pain.

( Second Star To The Right, Straight On 'Til Morning )

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Burning The Darkness, Chapter 02: The Scorpion and The Fox

Title: Burning The Darkness

Rating: M/NC-17

Summary: Merlin left Ealdor for a reason. And that reason's back, in Camelot. Now he has to hide his past and save the prat, er, prince, while hiding the truth behind his fears. His growing magic isn't helping, either. Rating for later chapters.

Pairing: Merlin/Arthur

Warnings: blood play, burn/fire play, non-con, rape, dub-con, alcoholism, drunk-con, abuse...you get the idea.

Episode warnings: set after 113...so entire first season, basically...

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Notes: Chapter title is a reference to the myth of the same name.

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( Chapter 02: The Scorpian and The Fox )