This is the first place I have read fics from where people have the same....line of thought as me. When people die, the ones that die have "the easy part".

Don't get me wrong, it's horrible that they have to die, but still, as you write, us that's left behind to continue living? That is hard, and sometimes it seems as if it is unbearable.

Saying goodbye is never easy, and I hope it will never be easy.

The Beep's you have really pulled a cord in me, and that is what all good writers do: they move people with their words, and reading the other comments here, I know that I am not the only one you have more with this story.